It's There

Wandering
Still seeking some sign
Chasing after something
I can't seem to find

Search for satisfaction
In lovers and in friends
All the while knowing
The answer is within

Victory  exists somewhere
But how to set it free?
The truth is, it's ephemeral
As sunbeams or a breeze

There is no worldly logic
No tidy bow or tie
When other try to tell me so
I say it is a lie

Hear the wisdom of your heart
To lead you from dispair
You've finaly solved the riddle
Trust in God's voice, find it there






Discovery comes from introspection and meditation. The Maggavagga states "Wisdom springs from meditation; without meditation wisdom wanes..." Elijah described the voice of God as a "Still Small Voice". The Psalmists said to "Be still and know that I Am God." I have often driven myself crazy trying to find answers I already have. God is in me, always with me. I Am never separated from God's grace. The answers are ours. We just need to let them reveal themselves.

Revolution

Here we sit across the table

Hands upon each other's throats

Nervous fingers, twitching triggers

Politics incite the hoax

 In the streets the people scramble

Hatred sparks and lights the fuse

Revolution!  Revolution!

Hide at home and watch the news

I look around and despair is all I see

I close my ears to the lies their tellin' me

I know somehow there must be a better way

Awake! Awake! Can't you hear me now I'm prayin'

Love's the one and soul solution

That could change the rising tide

Cut out all the noise pollution

Breaking walls of foolish pride

Now lock hands and join the circle

Violence turned obsolete

Revolution! Revolution!

People dancing in the street

Dear God

Dear God,

Our people suffer
They cry out
Lamenting their lives

I will not shrink
I will not falter
In prayer nor praise



I beseech you father
Give us strength
A glimpse of hope

A vision that we
Might survive this difficult time
A sign that we may endure

I have been unworthy
Cleaned only by the sacrifice on Golgotha
But, here I kneel none the less

Imperfect, impure, yet unashamed
I am brought to you
I have been redeemed

As such I use my authority
I call upon you to honor that covenant
Given to Eve so long ago

I am your child
I am brash
I am bold

Father please
A measure of your mercy
A legion; no, an army I ask

The liar temps your people
The scourge of man upon us
Now, NOW you are needed

Sweep away these foolish illusions
Expose the impostor
Open the eyes of the blind

Dear God,
I am just a man
Envied by Angels and Demons

I stand
I STAND
I SHALL NOT FALL

I SHALL NOT FALTER
Stand with me
Stand for me

Dear God

Making Me Stronger

I want to take a minute to thank
Some very special people for making me stronger

To the school yard bully
Who stole money from me
Made me afraid to come to school
Thank you
Today I am a warrior
I do not fear you or any man

To the cut up in class
Who saw me as a target
Tried to exploit my vulnerability
Thank you
Today my words are tools
I have learned to use them well

To the teacher
Who chose to ignore my potential
Relegated me to C level
Thank you
Today I expose false authority
I have learned to help others excel

To the animal
That took from me my innocence
Forced on me a terrible, secret burden
Thank you
Today I help remove filth from our streets
I have no shame, no secrets

To those who have wronged me
Lied to me, hurt or maligned me
Thank you
Today I have grown into a man
Unafraid, armored, and righteous


I am a victor, not a victim
I know my strength can help others
I love even my enemies
I have learned what real friends are
I will fight for them and for myself

Thank you all
With out you
I could not be the man I am
I could not have evolved
I might have no reason for pride

We are created by the divine
Tested by adversity
When we discover the "I Am"
We have evolved
True human beings




For those of you who have been my friends and family through it all thank you for being the water that cools and tempers steel.  Special thanks to my best friend, teacher, and peer A.K.A.

America

I am America

I represent all beliefs

I am the result of injustice and oppression

I am the product of belief in something more

You are America

Your voice can shatter walls

You have freedom of choice and a responsibility to chose

You are the author of your own destiny

We are America

We fight to be better

We are living promise, paid for in blood, tears and sweat

We are hope, desire and limitless potential

We are America

We have a common destiny

We must encourage freedom and liberty for all

We still have a long way to go

"For everyone to whom much is given, of him shall much be required." -- Luke 12:48

A Prayer of Thanks

Thank you mother

For bearing me in your womb

And fighting to educate me

Loving me, believing in me

I will believe in myself and succeed

That your sacrifice is not in vain

Thank you father

For teaching me

And making me tough

Breaking me down, so that no one else could

I will be strong and protect others

So your honor is not forgotten

Thank you ancestors

For showing me the way

And giving me a rich history

Hard work, faith and sacrifice

I will teach the generations to come

That your legacy shall not pass into shadow

Thank you Lord Jesus

For dying for my sin

And granting me mercy

Bridging the gap between life and death

I will live my faith

So others shall see you in me

Thank you Father God

For giving me life

And shaping me in your image

Bringing forth the divine spark

When they ask who has sent me

I shall say “I Am”

You must do more than say thank you with your lips; you must show it in your life.

Sometimes Alone

I strain my eyes to see

What this world intends

My aspirations, illusions

My friends, sometimes strangers

My love, imagined

I push myself to give

But those gifts lay deserted

My poetry, sand

My song, lost in the wind

My tears, just water

I try to rise above my doubts

And today has been so hard

My soul, exhausted

My head, throbs like a drum

My sadness, sackcloth and ash

I will rise again tomorrow

Despite the fear I will strive

My head, held high

My dreams, persist

My walk, sometimes alone

No matter how low the day has laid me down.  I know that I will get through.  I may stumble, falter, and even fall, but I will rise again and stand on my own two feet.

A Common Cause

If we look around it is apparent

All our fates are intertwined

My life is bound to touch yours

And others blend with mine

Mankind’s best days ahead of us

So many lessons learned

Incorporate the benefits

That other’s struggles earned

This is the day for hope

To win a lasting peace

By now applying justice

From the greatest to the least

Only when everyone is free

Can we have liberty at all

Honor all their sacrifices

Raise the banner should it fall

Know now you do not stand alone

A billion points of light

Here now stand assembled

To aid you in your fight

We will not stand by idle

Our voice shall never still

Whilst people suffer needlessly

By some oppressors will

Freedom is the right of all

To live as God intends

We stand beside you one and all

Neighbors, family, and friends

It is my belief that only when we are all allowed to live free do any of us have freedom.  If any person's rights are being suppressed then those of every other person are in jeopardy.  We are bound together inexorably.  With communication and technology we are all closer than ever before.  We must respect each other and support one-another.  We must find a balance between the individual and the community.  Most importantly we must encourage freedom, kindness, and tolerance.  

The Legacy of Golgotha

When we stray

As oft times we do

Love’s guiding light

Is there to lead us through

Given these gifts

Forgiveness, mercy, and grace

A new Law, Love

Death and fear now replaced

Christ came, suffered, died and rose again

Recognize the cost

For all that was gained

That we may never be lost

The legacy of Golgotha

Proof that love conquers all

And through this sacrifice

We can rise after the fall

He is risen!  Rejoice!  The debt is long since paid.  Love, because this is the new law.  Be gracious and forgive, as you wish to be forgiven. 

Love

The essential emotion

Key to eternity

Unshakable

Undefinable

Unmistakable

How independent and enslaving

The longing, yearning, and craving

Defying Law

Logic

Lust

It's pursuit is often tragic

Creates new rules

Breaks some

Destroys lives

Shapes them

Stealing focus

While lending clarity

Dichotomy

Dulcet

Dilemma

Not known to bow to reason

Death cannot contain it

Words fail to confine

Sweet

Terrible

Love